translated from French, by Kenneth BROWN (texte publié en langue française dans Le Jeudi d'Algérie, le 12 mars 1992)
Kolea [west Algiers]. Somewhere between
the town hall in the centre of town and the surrounding hills there used
to be, some years ago, a neighbourhood called Tombourouf. Who remembers
it today? The small house where I am welcomed is sad. Nonetheless, the
sky is blue and the smell of the mimosas makes me think of spring. The
family are all there to listen to their mother. To interrupt her, to
make sure that she doesn't talk about certain things. The words they
say, caught by my sensitive microphone, lend a breathing space to a
period that's too short. A break in the middle of anxiety. A pause.
It's clear that the
mother doesn't want to cry. Her weakness doesn't matter. The story is
enough. An ode to someone absent. "I knew that he'd be arrested sooner
or later. As soon as people started talking about the arrests, I asked
him to shave off his beard. His older brother even begged him to go to
the countryside for a few days. You see, in June he stayed quietly at
home. But this time he went out every evening. I don't even know where
he went. He'd come back late at night. Sometimes, I didn't speak to him
at all for two or three days. Ramadan without him is going to be sad.
Politics? Of course, he was involved. Like all the boys in the
neighbourhood. They're all FIS here. Except the children of the
jeweller. Yazid, my boy, didn't get on with them much, because they
preferred HAMAS. As for me, I don't understand anything. All I know is
that he's down there in the south, and I don't know when I'm going to be
able to see him.
The older brother
explains things. Yazid was the most active and the most militant of all
the boys. He makes an open gesture. "Of course, they left school too
early. That's normal. I'm also FIS, but we never agreed on all points."
Yazid was arrested at night as he was coming home. His family saw
nothing, knew nothing. It was a neighbour who told them.
Sighs from the
mother.
"It seems that he wanted
to let me know, but the soldiers refused. I don't know if I should
believe all that because the neighbour exaggerates.
"But why didn't they tell
me? Even if he did a thousand stupid things, I've the right to go see
him. And who knows if he's in good health? He's not even 20 years old,
and I'm afraid for him.
"Prison is Hell. Now I
ask of everyone, even you, to make a prayer of supplication for him. So
that he return safe and sound..."
El-Biar, the infamous
housing estate of Africana. Yesterday, people said that it was the
territory of young delinquents, prowlers and car thieves; today, other
things are said. The new term "Islamist" isn't used yet.
A tiny two room
apartment.
Curiously, there's
nothing framed on the wall, not even a verse of the Quran. The mother's
eyes are hostile. Her son told her that journalists always lie.
"They came at ten o'clock
in the evening. We were watching TV. From the way they knocked at the
door, I understood. He did, as well, and he turned pale. At first,
everything was alright. One of them told him to be cool and everything
would be fine. And then my son called them Jews. The first time they
pretended not to hear. Then he said it again, louder, and their chief
slapped him. I screamed, because it was as if they had hit me
"His father tried to calm
them, but it was too late. Even th neighbours came down to see what was
going on. My son was screaming and so were they. They called him every
kind of name, but other than that one slap they didn't hit him again. I
don't even know what he did other than that he was with the
khwanjiya—-the Muslim Brothers. Maybe it's because of that, but his
father and I know nothing of what he and his brothers do. As for the
girls, they stay at home. In their case at least we know, but when the
boys go out it's finished. Maybe the imbecile did do something, but
don't you think that's normal? Look how crowded we are. He wanted to get
married this summer, and his father refused because it's impossible for
one more woman to live here. So he started going out all the time,
went into politics and the mosque. I was happy because he wasn't going
out to get drunk or into trouble. Tell me, do you think that the people
who go to bars are also being sent to the south?
"I'm scared. Because what
they're doing will do no good. When he gets out, he'll start all over
again. Because he has nothing else to do. They say that there's going to
be work for all the young people, and housing. But if he stays down
there too long, he'll miss all that. Do you think that he'll be able to
get a job after all that?"
Hydra. The real
neighbourhood of the smart set where Farid rode around in a VW Golf and
had everything that a young hittiste—-a street-corner boy—-dreams about.
Farid, the son of a bourgeois bureaucrat, belonged to and was an
active militant in the FIS. His story is much more common than one might
think.
His mother is an English
teacher. For the last year there has been a long hostile silence between
her and her son. Then he was arrested. Her words are hard.
"He had become so
intolerable that all I wanted was for him to leave the house. At first I
thought he was going through a bad patch, but things got worse and he
began to try to control our lives.
"I didn't think that he'd
get carried away. I suspected that he was close to the Islamists, that
he was making lots of things available to them, like for example his
computer; but to go from there to thinking that he was an activist...
His father and I tried to find out where he was, but at those moments
doors are closed and you can count your friends on one finger. So we
waited. Do I seem worried? I am and I'm not, at the same time. I can't
believe it. Not really. I think to myself that they just want to
frighten them, that it's a lesson; but sometimes I imagine him alone and
unhappy, and then I go to pieces. His father says that this will teach
him a lesson. I don't know. Where he's at, they're all together, and I
fear that when he comes back he'll be even further from us. They'd
better not hurt him.
The father intervenes,
mentions the League for the Defense of Human Rights and Amnesty
International. She's reassured, falls silent. The cigarette almost drops
from her hand. She shakes her head. "The worst thing is that I'm sure
that deep down inside himself he's happy about what has happened to him.
He never stopped talking about Afghanistan. We did nothing for him to
get a reprieve, and so he hasn't been able to get released. But, there,
imprisoned with all those FIS people...That will be his future glory.
"I miss him, and despite all that I've just said my only wish is that he come back soon. Very soon."
The housing estate of
La Montagne seems to sway under the rain. Life there takes on a predictable
appearance. A serene facade. Nothing more to say, to write about this
neighbourhood. Too many words, clichés. In this family there's another
kind of unease.
Their son hasn't been
arrested, at least for the moment. Their story is interrupted by sobs.
"When Chadli resigned, my son became infuriated; then two or three days
later he calmed down. His eyes were full of laughter. One evening, he
prepared a basket, didn't say a thing, neither where he was going, nor
what he was going to do; before leaving he spoke with his brother,
that's all. He asked me to make an invocation to God for His blessing,
and since then we've had no news. A friend of his who worked with him at
the post office told me that he'd cashed in all his savings; he left me
a bit of money, but he kept a lot of it. One morning the gendarmes
came; they didn't want to believe me. They questioned all of the
neighbours. You know, it's impossible to get on with everyone; perhaps
some of them said something. I don't know what's going to happen.
"He could be anywhere,
even in prison without our knowing when or why. I've no longer any
desire to do anything, even for Ramadan.
"Luckily my sister's here
to help me. For her, it's her husband; but at least she knows where he
is, and maybe she'll go to see him. By talking to you, I hope that my
son will read your newspaper and at least let us know where he is".
This woman's son has
chosen to disappear. Maybe into the Kabylia, or maybe abroad. Who knows?
Myths and rumours are already widespread; false papers, false
passports, contacts for getting abroad. "Whatever he does, he's my son.
And I'll defend him till the end. His brothers will stick by him in the
same way."
Khemis El-Khechna, or
Algeria exposed. Here all of the bombastic slogans of yesterday, today,
and tomorrow snap and break into a thousand pieces. The people living
here are accustomed to uniforms. First of all there are those who
regularly pass through in lorries on their way to training in the
mountains, and then there was the Bouyali Affair. The police roundups.
October, June, and now again. At present all that is of no special
interest to a mother whose son wasn't involved. In February 1991, there
was a sad story in Dellys. A brawl between the bearded and the
unbearded. He was one of those arrested. A verdict of 18 months in
prison. Another long story to tell. "He knew nothing, not even about
what was going on at the time. In prison, he was with common prisoners.
He wanted to be moved. In August he asked to be moved to Blida with the
sheikhs, the Islamist leaders. His lawyer told me it was impossible.
Then, after the October mutiny, they transferred him from El-Harrach to
Constantine. I know nothing about all this. I don't understand.
"All I know is that life
is difficult. Prices are high. Life in this world is expensive. My son,
he wanted all of this to change. They must forgive him. They should
pardon the lot of them. They are their own children. The people of the
government, some of them participated in the war of liberation, they
have to pardon these kids. A little mercy."
Boufarik, the oranges,
the doughnuts, and the trabendo—-the blackmarket in agricultural goods. A
few years ago their son was a local hero, at least in the neighbourhood
called Afghanistan.
His return there just
before October 1988. The euphoria of military battle. And then Iraq.
That strange war and the volunteers for the Battalion of Islam. His
arrest was expected, inevitable. There was a sense of relief for his
mother, relief from fear. "His travels, his reputation, all that had
gone to his head. I'm sure that he would have done ...things. In June
1991 he came home wounded. Yes, wounded. Bleeding. We were frightened.
"We didn't want him to go
to the hospital, so a cousin tried to take care of him. I'm sure he
would have done the same thing again. At least for a while now he'll be
calmed down, and his younger brother is going to school rather than
wanting to be like him. Maybe now everything will be alright, but do
you think they'll pardon him and the others? After all he's no thief."
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